Tuesday, December 23, 2008

ChRiStmAs BrEaK! *God is in control*

YAYY I LOVE THE HOLIDAY SEASON:)
IM AT MY MOMMAS WHICH MAKES THE BREAK SOOOO MUCH BETTER.
SO HERES WHATS HAPPENED LATELY.
THURSDAY-AUNT CHARLOTTE CALLED AND CAME AND PICKED ME UP *SECRETLY* IN FORT SMITH. WE GOT HOME AROUND 3 OR SO LOL... WOOWOO:)
FRIDAY-WOKE UP EARLYYY AND WENT AND SURPRISED MOM (SHE THOUGHT I WASNT COMING TIL LATER THAT DAY). THEN WENT OUT TO EAT WITH MAMAW.. (SURPRISED HER TOO)
SATURDAY-CHRISTMAS DINNER AT GRANDMA EDNA'S. ((SHE MADE ME A QUILT:))
SUNDAY-CHURCH AND CHRISTMAS PLAY:) (I WAS A SHEPHERD... OR A SINGING SHEPHERD AS BROTHER FARTHING KEPT ADDING.. EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT EVEN SING..HAHA)
MONDAY-HAD LUNCH WITH RYAN AND MOM.. EXCHANGED GIFTS:)
TUESDAY*TODAY*-ABSOLUTELY NOTHING... :) WHAT FUN
TOMORROW-LEAVING MOMS:((((((

SO ITS BEEN A PRETTY GREAT WEEK... DREADING GOING BACK HOME... OH WELLL GOD KNOWS THE REASONS FOR EVERYTHING SO I GUESS I SHOULD JUST ACCEPT THE WAY THINGS ARE AND KNOW THAT HE IS IN CONTROL.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Emily;)

((This isnt gonna be that amazingly interesting but read it anyhow...))
Oh joy.. Im just sittin here w// my EmmyLaine listening to Natalie Grant.
Its been a good day today... We went to Mtn.View and visited Grandma Edna&&Grandpa Junius... Theyre pretty much the best great-grandparents you could EVER ask for;).
lol Well then we came home and made Momma watch Facing the Giants for the first time and she cried hhaha it was fun. lol well theres some pics from earlier..

Sunday, November 23, 2008

::BaLd KnoB:: :)



Oh wow.. Its been awhile since Ive blogged but Im here in Salado, Arkansas where my momma lives and I just left Bald Knob church so i thought Id blog a bit while I have some time.. Ive been pretty busy lately with school and football games and crazy highschool stuff like that but hopefully this week will be peaceful and calm now that Im off of school and just down here with family. Its gonna be nice to get to go to church this week at TCOG where I actually believe things are right ya know... anyhow not wanting to get into that subject at the moment soooo hmm.. What to say? What to say? Lol Im gettin kinda tired.. guess I shouldve gone to bed earlier but I was on the phone with Ryan. Yeppp me and Ryan Joseph Difani talked last night for the first time in forevverr. Lol Wooo Woooo:) Anywhoo here are some pics from church today.. ((it was old fashioned day))

Monday, October 20, 2008

Family Camp [[It'll Be Worth It After All]]

Wowwww Family Camp was simply amazing. My mom and grandmother both got saved//sanctified//filled with the Holy Ghost:):):):):):):)
I am sooo glad I got to go. Not only was I "reunited" with Cindi Leigh Shaw **my bestt friend** but also the whole Dixon family made up over half of the Arkansas population at the retreat. It was great. We played this fun game where we had mixed up words in an envelope and then had to rearrange them into the order that they go as a scripture in the Bible. Well my group was Cindi, Papaw Dixon, Mamy, Emily, and Brother Smith:):):) We won.. hahahah Brother Smith just read off the scripture and we all hustled to get the words in order. It really helps to have the state overseer on your team:) :) aahaha. Needless to sayy... I had the best time everr and I miss everyone soo much. <3

Friday, August 22, 2008

Im BouNcInG oFF tHe WaLLs AgAiN. WoAh!

heyyyyyy youuu!
thanks for reading my blog. im ecstatic. im thrilled. im filled with happiness:).
ohh if you only knew. wellll the reason is:::
today. the. northside. high. school. softball. coach. asked. me. to. come. pitch. for. her. senior. high. team.!!!!!!! yessss. i never thought id play again.. cuz i was "lacking self-confidence" and too scared to try out.. but heyyy guess what?? coach came and found me..
she had "heard through the grapevine" that i was pretty good.. and it just so happened.. i am a pitcher, she has no pitcher, she needs me, i want it. now together... we worked it out:)
yesssss:):):):)
loveeeeee destttinnyy:D

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

CLS<3

I miss Cindi Leigh Shaw more than anyone could everrrrrrr imagine.
She is always&&forever my best friend in the whole world and she will NEVER ever be replaced.
I wish we lived closer... we dont.. but guessss what??? Nothing will ever get in btwn our amazingly fabulous friendship=).
<3
I LOVE YOU MY BFF CLS.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Tomorrow=Highschool.

Wow. How crazy.
I am officially in highschool as of tomorrow morning at 8 a.m.
I am super nervous.
But off this subject..

Today my stepmom and I went to Batesville to visit her two sons and my grandmother lives there. I called my grandmother to ask if just me and her could go out to eat lunch and she said yes. So she came and picked me up and then decided that she wanted to go to MOUNTAIN VIEW to eat lunch with Aunt Charlotte!!!!!!
I was sooo excited but Aunt Charlotte was still in church. I wanted to go to church anyhow so I told Mamaw to just go to the Church. She did. We got out of the car and without telling Aunt Charlotte before hand that we were coming... we snuck in and went to the pew that she was sitting in. She was soo happy. She started crying and Mamaw and I and Uncle Wayne and lottts of the congregation were all in tears. Haha. It was the highlight of my dad. I love them. I love Church. I love family.
<3 Destiny.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Surprise Stop!

Awhhhhh.
My BEST friend in the WHOLE world just came by my house to see me. I love her.
CINDI LEIGH SHAW.
Ughhh I hate leaving her but I love her soo much!!!
Ahhhh:):) :) :)
Here are some pics of today.


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Summer's End.

Bleck. School is starting again. I have enjoyed this summer so much with convention, youth camp, assembly online and everything has just been wonderful and it kills me to have to go back to dreaded school lol. I actually dont hate school.. I would just MUCH rather be spending time with Church Family&&Friends ((most importantly: cindi leigh shaw)) lol. I have to go to "Sophomore Orientation" this Thursday *2 days:(* and go through my schedule, get my new locker, meet my teachers, take a picture for my new student i.d. card, and alot of other boring routine stuff... blehhh dont want to go. Then on Monday the 18th, school "technically" starts. *tear tear* lol.
Wish me luck with my classes.. I will definitely need it.
Somehow.. between my parents, my teachers, my counselors, and I... I am taking all advanced classes this year. Yes... dont be shocked when I fail every one of them. Lol.. Lets only hope I am exaggerating on the failure part of the matter.
Well I guess this is all I have to say for now.
Love and miss you all.
<3

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Two is Better Than One

CINDI LEIGH SHAW&&DESTINY BRIANNA ALEXIS TURNER
Last night it became so clear to me how much I need Cindi in my life.
Yeah I knew she loved me and I loved her and we have been best friends since.. 1993.. (when i was born), But last night we really got closer.
I had watched the Assembly that night and was pretty bored. I was done watching it even though it wasnt quite over. I was mad and upset cuz I didnt get to actually attend.
I was missing Cindi and Josh and was upset at my parents and was pretty much basically at my breatking point.. when my phone rang... guess who?
Cindi Leigh Shaw.
She started crying. I started crying. We started talking about how hard it was w/out eachother. I could barely talk I was crying so hard. I need her so much to get through this situation because she is the only one that I can tell practically everything Im feeling to and I know she wont think of me any different. We both have problems that we go through and we have always had eachother. But now that we are getting older and involved with other things its hard to stay strong.
But last night.... we had a "Dixon Family" prayer over the phone and Uncle Rob had a long talk w/ Cindi and I and he said:
"It helps alot when you have two walking together in the Lord because if one falls, the other is there to help them up."

Friday, August 8, 2008

Praise You In This Storm.

Wellll Hello again.
Ofcourse.. More Webcast news.
Tonight was the healing service at the General Assembly.
I wasnt able to attend the Assemlbly this year but if you have read any of my past blogs you would know that I watch the live webcast to see the services.
Tonight's service was amazing. I had tears in my eyes through the whole message by Brother Carter. He was great. They had him and another man up there translating everything he said into Spanish. It was simply wonderful.
They spoke on storms and how you had to have confidence, faith, and trust in God to get you out of those storms and how you should Be of Good Cheer.
I loved it.
I cant wait for the VLB service tomorrow night. I hope I am able to watch/hear it.
I know that if that service has something in it that I will get a blessing out of, then God will make a way for me to watch it.
I have spent nights in prayer asking for strength to make it through the year without having a local church and I know that no matter how down in the valley I think I am that I could be in a much worse situation and that God can and will bring me through this "storm" that I am in.
One of my favorite songs by Casting Crows says:
"I'll praise you in this storm and I will lift my hands. You are who you are no matter where I am. Every tear I've cried, You hold in Your hands. You've never left my side and though my heart is torn, I will praise you in this storm."
Thats amazing.
I love all of you and I hope that those of you who attended the Assembly tonight got a great blessing out of it because I know that even though I wasnt physically at the Healing Service.. my heart was there.
I love and miss all of you.
Keep me in your prayers.
<3Destiny.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

If there is Breath. There is HOPE.

Wow.
Wow.
Wow.
No words can even describe how thankful I am for the Live Webcast.
I had a big tear session right here in my bedroom.
I love you Aunt Charlotte for pushing me through this.
I love you Cindi Leigh Shaw for remaining my best friend through anything I needed to go through.
I am sooo proud of you babe for joining the Church.
I promise that as soon as I get out of this tough situation I am in.. I am going to join too.
I love TCOG and I know that I want to stay with it all the days of my life.. right now its just a little hard to be a member without actually having a local church.
Dont give up on me.

CiiNDiiLEiiGhShAw!!!


Ohhh dearr.
Its been too longg since Ive seen my Dear Cindi Lou.
I tottttaalllllyy miss her.
Yeahh.. We text occasionally but.. its not the samee to not see her.
**tear tear tear**
and more tearss... falling..lol.
Ughh.. I wish we lived closer.. or together for that matter! Lol.
Well... I dont have really anything else much to say.
I guess I'll go for now..
Ill blog more later when I have more interesting things to say haha.
Love You.
<3
DestinyBrianna.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Life is Filled W// Disappointments.

Okay so let me fill you in on the sadness of my heart.
I DIDNT/DONT GET TO GO TO THE ASSEMBLY.
Ughhhh..
I dont even know why. My parents were just like.."excuses excuses". But really... none of them were actually causing me to miss it :(. I guess I should just get over it and hope for next year... but its sooo hard. ESPECIALLy when my boyfriend&&&best friend are there... without me. Goodness Gracious. Sadness. My Heart is Broken.
Who has some glue?? Lol. But I have come to realize that:
[[LiFe iiS FiLLeD w/ DiSaPPoInTmEnTs...BuT HoPe iiS FoUnD iiN ThE LoRd.]]
I am just going to continue praying that this family situation gets all worked out.
I have so many ppl who care about me and so many other things to be ThAnKFuL foR.
I MISSSS YOU CINDILEIGHSHAW&&JOSHUAALLENCLAWSON.
BoooHoooooo.. :(
Love you lottttts.
:)
<3 DestinyBriannaAlexisTurner.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TOO MEEE

YAYY.. Today was a greattt dayy.
Thanks to Cindi (best friend): who tried to call me and tell me happy birthday first.
Thanks to Joshua: who tried to text me happy birthday first.
Thanks to technical difficulties: which disrupted these two from accomplishing their tasks.
BUT ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS RIGHTTT???
Yes. It is. Lol.
Thanks to alllll those who wrote on my facebook wall and took up 3 pages worth of just simply saying "happy bday".
Thanks to alllll those to texted me at EXACTLY 12:01 lol to tell me happy bday and filling up my inbox with many many great wishes.
I love allllll of you:).
I MISSS YOU CINDI LOU && JOSHUA ALLEN. :( **TEAR TEAR**
Thanks to ChuChi: for sending me all the lyrics to happy bday.
Thanks to Mamy: for having Emma, Madison, & Uncle Rob call and sing happy bday to me.
Thanks to everyoneee:)
I have the best friends//family and couldnt ask for a better group of ppl to wish me happy birthday. God has blessed me richly with amazing ppl in my life who care about me.
Thanks Jacob, Philip, & Sara Shuler: for wishing me a happy bday even though we have never met.
What true friends?
LOVEEE YOUUUUUUU.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

MOMMYY

Soo Im extremely bored..
Watching a dumb, not funny, annoying movie.. by myself.
&&&
I thought I'd blogg a big.
Tomorrow Im coming into Mountain View. YAYYY:)
Thenn.. Im gonna stay w/ my momm&grandma in Batesvilee til Thursday. (my bday).
I cannttt waittt:)
I misss ppl...
CindiLeighShaw.
EmilyAlaineDixon
ToriLeighWade
TaylerBrookeWade
MY CHUCHIII:]]
JoshuaAllenClawson.
&&moreee:(
*tear*
Here are some piccs:)

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Best Friends Forever

Okayyy.
So basically me and Cindi Leigh Shaw are officially always and forever going to be best friends.
Yes it is true.... however... we had a small argument last night... okay small means kinda a little more than small but.. the point of the matter is... we are still best friends thru all of this nonsensical mess.
Heres the main point:
Those of you who think you can come in between me and my best friend should honestly think again... because.. i basically love this chick and would do anything and everything to keep our friendship forever.
I love you my dear CLeigh.
:) :) :) :)
Love Desss.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

&ii MiiSS CiiNDii LEiiGH ShAw!!

Okay so for those of you who dont know.
I LIVE TOOOOO FAR AWAY FROM MY BEST FRIEND AND I MISS HER MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOWWW..
We spent a wholee like month together but we had to leave eachother like 3 days ago and we cried some.
cried some more.
and some more.
and i stilll misssssss her...
I hate living so far away cuz I neeeed her to talk to, sing with, swim with, take pictures with, laugh with, cry with, pray with, read with, watch baby borrowers with, starve with, freeeeeze in the summer with, brush my teeth with, fight with, have her choke me with, lol and all those happpy memories with.
I lovve Cindi Leigh Shaw and I hate when we fight about stupid things.
As for anyone who may think you can come in between us.. dont try it... or else.
I LOVE YOU CINDI.

Monday, July 21, 2008

MoRe CaMp PiCs





So camp was basically amazing.
I got just what I needed to make it through everything Im going through.
I know I can make it but not w/out God.
I love//miss everyone ((cindi leigh shaw)).

Youth Camp **08**






Camp was amazing.
I loveeeeed it.
I cant even tell all the things about it.
Everything was great. The banquet was a little funnnny though... fat kids running on the wallls lol.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

2008 Convention!!!

[[FIRE; FIRE; FIRE; FIRE, FALL ON ME.]]
Heyy.
Im here at the hotel in this weird little computer room w// my ChuChi and I thought I would blog a bit about this past weekend. CONVENTION!!!
It was wonderful!!!! The first night was good but it wasnt great. The second morning was again good but we still werent getting the "fire" that our theme mentioned; however, on Saturday afternoon things started opening up a bit. The altars were open but not many ppl were down praying. It seemed a little dry compared to what happened later that night. So after going to dinner we all came back for Saturday night service. Cindi and I were exhaustedd but we were still hoping to get some of that "fire" that Bro.Smith && other pastors kept mentioning. After the little kids sang their songs and read their verses on the stage and after a message.. it was time for the VLBs to march. We marched as usual (every year thing) and then went on the the front//center section to sit. The Austin Youth Group did an AMAZINGG skit. As soon as the skit was nearly over us VLBs began praying and shortly the Holy Ghost started moving. It started as a small little spark but before long there was a raging fire amongst us. It was greeeeaaaaaaatttttttt. Brother Chris Rush had a "victory march" started and while people exited the altars those who had got some sort of victory joined the march. There were soooo many ppl in the march that we could barely walk through the building w/out colliding w// eachother. It was wonderful.
After the service was the "After Glow". Two of the bands played and we basically just ate and talked lol. Typical fellowship lol.
Sunday morning ((last day)) "Baby Kaylee" got dedicated by Brother Michael Jernigan. It was sooooo cute. Emma&&Madison got little pink roses w// little notes attached about being Big Sisters. It was great.
I amm soooooooo thankful that Aunt Amy && Uncle Rob came through my town so that I was able to come to convention again this year. I was truly blessed.
Tomorrow we leave for Sr.Camp && then I am working Jr.Camp directly after. I hope that the same movement and power that was at convention will continue on and even grow during camp.
Those of you who attended convention surely knows what Im talking about.
Those of you who couldnt make it realllly missed out on a great "God experience" that Im not gonna forget.
GOD BLESSS.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

ToDaY. TmRw. CoNvEnTiOn. && GaMe.


Yayyyy.
Not longg til convention. I cantt wait. Cindi && I have been counting down the days for like 2 weeks lol.
Ohhh.. Great news. My grandma "randomly" decided to give ChuChi money to get my digital camera that I wanted for my birthday... like noww. Thereforeeee I can use it for convention and camp. :)
Hoorayy.. We loveee pictures.

Monday, July 7, 2008

Bored w// Cindi Leigh Shaww (4 days)


Yeahhh so I basically love this girl.
Best friends Foreverrr. I wouldnt advise you to try to get in between us...unless you enjoy failure:). Lol..
Convention: 4 days away.
Me&Cindi: CANNNOT WAIT.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Fort Smith--

Yeah so now me and Cindi are at my house in Fort Smith.
Only like 10 days til convention :).
I cannnot wait!!!
We got our pooool fixed finally =).
Me and Cindi have swamm alot. lol
Welll... I guesss thats about all for now :D.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

family photos



We "Dixons" love pictures.
:)

mountain view

Soo... I came into Mtn.View yesterday to visit my grandparent. Im having a good time here. Tomorrow I go back to Fort Smith. Normally I would be sad but Cindi (bff) is coming to stay 1 week and 4 day w/ me :). yayyy!! Then after that week and 4 days we go to convention and camp. I cant wait wait wait til camp. :)
<3

Thursday, June 26, 2008

yeahh still having issues

so i dont know how to do this still cuz i have NO FRIEN DS!!!!
anyways.. on a good note me and cindi bought new bibles and got our names engraved on them :)
hooray!!
they are cute..
on another not so good but not bad note i still like that boyyy but he confuses me.
its a wierd situation..
im ready for something new...:(
<3

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

yay.
first blog.
i have no clue what im doing but maybe i will learn soon.