Two is Better Than One

CINDI LEIGH SHAW&&DESTINY BRIANNA ALEXIS TURNER
Last night it became so clear to me how much I need Cindi in my life.
Yeah I knew she loved me and I loved her and we have been best friends since.. 1993.. (when i was born), But last night we really got closer.
I had watched the Assembly that night and was pretty bored. I was done watching it even though it wasnt quite over. I was mad and upset cuz I didnt get to actually attend.
I was missing Cindi and Josh and was upset at my parents and was pretty much basically at my breatking point.. when my phone rang... guess who?
Cindi Leigh Shaw.
She started crying. I started crying. We started talking about how hard it was w/out eachother. I could barely talk I was crying so hard. I need her so much to get through this situation because she is the only one that I can tell practically everything Im feeling to and I know she wont think of me any different. We both have problems that we go through and we have always had eachother. But now that we are getting older and involved with other things its hard to stay strong.
But last night.... we had a "Dixon Family" prayer over the phone and Uncle Rob had a long talk w/ Cindi and I and he said:
"It helps alot when you have two walking together in the Lord because if one falls, the other is there to help them up."

Praise You In This Storm.

Wellll Hello again.
Ofcourse.. More Webcast news.
Tonight was the healing service at the General Assembly.
I wasnt able to attend the Assemlbly this year but if you have read any of my past blogs you would know that I watch the live webcast to see the services.
Tonight's service was amazing. I had tears in my eyes through the whole message by Brother Carter. He was great. They had him and another man up there translating everything he said into Spanish. It was simply wonderful.
They spoke on storms and how you had to have confidence, faith, and trust in God to get you out of those storms and how you should Be of Good Cheer.
I loved it.
I cant wait for the VLB service tomorrow night. I hope I am able to watch/hear it.
I know that if that service has something in it that I will get a blessing out of, then God will make a way for me to watch it.
I have spent nights in prayer asking for strength to make it through the year without having a local church and I know that no matter how down in the valley I think I am that I could be in a much worse situation and that God can and will bring me through this "storm" that I am in.
One of my favorite songs by Casting Crows says:
"I'll praise you in this storm and I will lift my hands. You are who you are no matter where I am. Every tear I've cried, You hold in Your hands. You've never left my side and though my heart is torn, I will praise you in this storm."
Thats amazing.
I love all of you and I hope that those of you who attended the Assembly tonight got a great blessing out of it because I know that even though I wasnt physically at the Healing Service.. my heart was there.
I love and miss all of you.
Keep me in your prayers.
<3Destiny.

If there is Breath. There is HOPE.

Wow.
Wow.
Wow.
No words can even describe how thankful I am for the Live Webcast.
I had a big tear session right here in my bedroom.
I love you Aunt Charlotte for pushing me through this.
I love you Cindi Leigh Shaw for remaining my best friend through anything I needed to go through.
I am sooo proud of you babe for joining the Church.
I promise that as soon as I get out of this tough situation I am in.. I am going to join too.
I love TCOG and I know that I want to stay with it all the days of my life.. right now its just a little hard to be a member without actually having a local church.
Dont give up on me.

CiiNDiiLEiiGhShAw!!!

Ohhh dearr.
Its been too longg since Ive seen my Dear Cindi Lou.
I tottttaalllllyy miss her.
Yeahh.. We text occasionally but.. its not the samee to not see her.
**tear tear tear**
and more tearss... falling..lol.
Ughh.. I wish we lived closer.. or together for that matter! Lol.
Well... I dont have really anything else much to say.
I guess I'll go for now..
Ill blog more later when I have more interesting things to say haha.
Love You.
<3
DestinyBrianna.

Life is Filled W// Disappointments.

Okay so let me fill you in on the sadness of my heart.
I DIDNT/DONT GET TO GO TO THE ASSEMBLY.
Ughhhh..
I dont even know why. My parents were just like.."excuses excuses". But really... none of them were actually causing me to miss it :(. I guess I should just get over it and hope for next year... but its sooo hard. ESPECIALLy when my boyfriend&&&best friend are there... without me. Goodness Gracious. Sadness. My Heart is Broken.
Who has some glue?? Lol. But I have come to realize that:
[[LiFe iiS FiLLeD w/ DiSaPPoInTmEnTs...BuT HoPe iiS FoUnD iiN ThE LoRd.]]
I am just going to continue praying that this family situation gets all worked out.
I have so many ppl who care about me and so many other things to be ThAnKFuL foR.
I MISSSS YOU CINDILEIGHSHAW&&JOSHUAALLENCLAWSON.
BoooHoooooo.. :(
Love you lottttts.
:)
<3 DestinyBriannaAlexisTurner.