If there is Breath. There is HOPE.

Wow.
Wow.
Wow.
No words can even describe how thankful I am for the Live Webcast.
I had a big tear session right here in my bedroom.
I love you Aunt Charlotte for pushing me through this.
I love you Cindi Leigh Shaw for remaining my best friend through anything I needed to go through.
I am sooo proud of you babe for joining the Church.
I promise that as soon as I get out of this tough situation I am in.. I am going to join too.
I love TCOG and I know that I want to stay with it all the days of my life.. right now its just a little hard to be a member without actually having a local church.
Dont give up on me.

CiiNDiiLEiiGhShAw!!!

Ohhh dearr.
Its been too longg since Ive seen my Dear Cindi Lou.
I tottttaalllllyy miss her.
Yeahh.. We text occasionally but.. its not the samee to not see her.
**tear tear tear**
and more tearss... falling..lol.
Ughh.. I wish we lived closer.. or together for that matter! Lol.
Well... I dont have really anything else much to say.
I guess I'll go for now..
Ill blog more later when I have more interesting things to say haha.
Love You.
<3
DestinyBrianna.

Life is Filled W// Disappointments.

Okay so let me fill you in on the sadness of my heart.
I DIDNT/DONT GET TO GO TO THE ASSEMBLY.
Ughhhh..
I dont even know why. My parents were just like.."excuses excuses". But really... none of them were actually causing me to miss it :(. I guess I should just get over it and hope for next year... but its sooo hard. ESPECIALLy when my boyfriend&&&best friend are there... without me. Goodness Gracious. Sadness. My Heart is Broken.
Who has some glue?? Lol. But I have come to realize that:
[[LiFe iiS FiLLeD w/ DiSaPPoInTmEnTs...BuT HoPe iiS FoUnD iiN ThE LoRd.]]
I am just going to continue praying that this family situation gets all worked out.
I have so many ppl who care about me and so many other things to be ThAnKFuL foR.
I MISSSS YOU CINDILEIGHSHAW&&JOSHUAALLENCLAWSON.
BoooHoooooo.. :(
Love you lottttts.
:)
<3 DestinyBriannaAlexisTurner.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TOO MEEE

YAYY.. Today was a greattt dayy.
Thanks to Cindi (best friend): who tried to call me and tell me happy birthday first.
Thanks to Joshua: who tried to text me happy birthday first.
Thanks to technical difficulties: which disrupted these two from accomplishing their tasks.
BUT ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS RIGHTTT???
Yes. It is. Lol.
Thanks to alllll those who wrote on my facebook wall and took up 3 pages worth of just simply saying "happy bday".
Thanks to alllll those to texted me at EXACTLY 12:01 lol to tell me happy bday and filling up my inbox with many many great wishes.
I love allllll of you:).
I MISSS YOU CINDI LOU && JOSHUA ALLEN. :( **TEAR TEAR**
Thanks to ChuChi: for sending me all the lyrics to happy bday.
Thanks to Mamy: for having Emma, Madison, & Uncle Rob call and sing happy bday to me.
Thanks to everyoneee:)
I have the best friends//family and couldnt ask for a better group of ppl to wish me happy birthday. God has blessed me richly with amazing ppl in my life who care about me.
Thanks Jacob, Philip, & Sara Shuler: for wishing me a happy bday even though we have never met.
What true friends?
LOVEEE YOUUUUUUU.

MOMMYY

Soo Im extremely bored..
Watching a dumb, not funny, annoying movie.. by myself.
&&&
I thought I'd blogg a big.
Tomorrow Im coming into Mountain View. YAYYY:)
Thenn.. Im gonna stay w/ my momm&grandma in Batesvilee til Thursday. (my bday).
I cannttt waittt:)
I misss ppl...
CindiLeighShaw.
EmilyAlaineDixon
ToriLeighWade
TaylerBrookeWade
MY CHUCHIII:]]
JoshuaAllenClawson.
&&moreee:(
*tear*
Here are some piccs:)

Best Friends Forever

Okayyy.
So basically me and Cindi Leigh Shaw are officially always and forever going to be best friends.
Yes it is true.... however... we had a small argument last night... okay small means kinda a little more than small but.. the point of the matter is... we are still best friends thru all of this nonsensical mess.
Heres the main point:
Those of you who think you can come in between me and my best friend should honestly think again... because.. i basically love this chick and would do anything and everything to keep our friendship forever.
I love you my dear CLeigh.
:) :) :) :)
Love Desss.

&ii MiiSS CiiNDii LEiiGH ShAw!!

Okay so for those of you who dont know.
I LIVE TOOOOO FAR AWAY FROM MY BEST FRIEND AND I MISS HER MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOWWW..
We spent a wholee like month together but we had to leave eachother like 3 days ago and we cried some.
cried some more.
and some more.
and i stilll misssssss her...
I hate living so far away cuz I neeeed her to talk to, sing with, swim with, take pictures with, laugh with, cry with, pray with, read with, watch baby borrowers with, starve with, freeeeeze in the summer with, brush my teeth with, fight with, have her choke me with, lol and all those happpy memories with.
I lovve Cindi Leigh Shaw and I hate when we fight about stupid things.
As for anyone who may think you can come in between us.. dont try it... or else.
I LOVE YOU CINDI.

MoRe CaMp PiCs

So camp was basically amazing.
I got just what I needed to make it through everything Im going through.
I know I can make it but not w/out God.
I love//miss everyone ((cindi leigh shaw)).

Youth Camp **08**

Camp was amazing.
I loveeeeed it.
I cant even tell all the things about it.
Everything was great. The banquet was a little funnnny though... fat kids running on the wallls lol.

2008 Convention!!!

[[FIRE; FIRE; FIRE; FIRE, FALL ON ME.]]
Heyy.
Im here at the hotel in this weird little computer room w// my ChuChi and I thought I would blog a bit about this past weekend. CONVENTION!!!
It was wonderful!!!! The first night was good but it wasnt great. The second morning was again good but we still werent getting the "fire" that our theme mentioned; however, on Saturday afternoon things started opening up a bit. The altars were open but not many ppl were down praying. It seemed a little dry compared to what happened later that night. So after going to dinner we all came back for Saturday night service. Cindi and I were exhaustedd but we were still hoping to get some of that "fire" that Bro.Smith && other pastors kept mentioning. After the little kids sang their songs and read their verses on the stage and after a message.. it was time for the VLBs to march. We marched as usual (every year thing) and then went on the the front//center section to sit. The Austin Youth Group did an AMAZINGG skit. As soon as the skit was nearly over us VLBs began praying and shortly the Holy Ghost started moving. It started as a small little spark but before long there was a raging fire amongst us. It was greeeeaaaaaaatttttttt. Brother Chris Rush had a "victory march" started and while people exited the altars those who had got some sort of victory joined the march. There were soooo many ppl in the march that we could barely walk through the building w/out colliding w// eachother. It was wonderful.
After the service was the "After Glow". Two of the bands played and we basically just ate and talked lol. Typical fellowship lol.
Sunday morning ((last day)) "Baby Kaylee" got dedicated by Brother Michael Jernigan. It was sooooo cute. Emma&&Madison got little pink roses w// little notes attached about being Big Sisters. It was great.
I amm soooooooo thankful that Aunt Amy && Uncle Rob came through my town so that I was able to come to convention again this year. I was truly blessed.
Tomorrow we leave for Sr.Camp && then I am working Jr.Camp directly after. I hope that the same movement and power that was at convention will continue on and even grow during camp.
Those of you who attended convention surely knows what Im talking about.
Those of you who couldnt make it realllly missed out on a great "God experience" that Im not gonna forget.
GOD BLESSS.